Friday, November 20, 2009

12:15 AM
OMG OMG OMG.
i am so freaking bored.
i am sick and tired of being at home all the time.
i wanna go out...
watch 2012...
but i dont mind others.
christmas carol, astro boy, whatever. as long as it's not mr fantastic fox.
that's a definite nono.
i'm only on page44 of the chinese book.
i havent touched maths and literature yet.
what am i to do.
idek what to do for the chinese letters.
bullshitbullshit.
shitshitshit.
erg.
so bored.
all i can do is surf around facebook and listen to songs.
i wanna go out.
anyday.
be it mon or sunday.
anyday.
please?

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

11:13 PM
going to sher's house tommorrow for the class gathering.
anybody going early?
2.3o.
pleaseplease try to be there early okayys?
help make water bomb.
lol.
bring extra clothes.
you're gonna need it.
seriously.
if not.
you'll go home wet.
as in.
yah.
dont think crooked.
if you are coming early.
tell shermaine first.
lv1 breadtalk.
going to have fun tomorrow.
looking forward to it.

if you have time to think and read(past tense) the previous entry.here's a question.
were you there for them when they needed you?
were they there for you when you needed them?
if yes for both.
you're a great person.

i made a pact to myself to not fall in love.
in the meantime.

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

6:05 AM
FRIENDS.
I ask myself and ponder.
What is the true meaning behind that 7-lettered word.
It's not that simple.
Cause not many people think about this.
As i walked to central from school after the science enrichment i caught the skies.
Clear blue skies.
Yet came black omnimous clouds.
That's somehow the philosophy of life.
The clear blue skies represent the perfectness of your life.
But the omnimous clouds represents the things that ruins your life.
Somehow it made it to the philosophy of friends.
Somehow.
Friends.
You think they are.
But they pretty much might be just wearing a mask to pretend that they're your friends.
When they turn around they take off the mask.
Simply taking off the 'r' in 'friends'.
Making them simply.
Fiends.
The people out to deceive your hearts with their acting.
Fooling you.
I started to ponder a question.
Who is my best friend.
Yidian?
My brain tells me.
But my heart gave me a feeling to differ.
Not to put yidian down.
Not to say he was definitely not a friend.
But.
Something felt strange.
Then i wondered.
Was there ever a person i could confide on and trust.
If yes. Is it the same now?
Brain tells me.
Yes. Certainly. Of course.
Yet my heart said.
No. Not many.
I started believing my heart.
I started hating my life.
I started to hate myself.
But i didn't want to think about it.
No.
Not when i'm in secondary school.
Not when friends are becoming more and more of first priority in life.
After enrichment today.
I sat outside the bench to ponder.
The drama.
Thinking of us winning 2nd made me smile.
But the smile fainted into thin air.
When i thought about the last part of the drama.
It stabbed me on my vulnerable spot.
The second time was a mistake.
But was the first time a mistake that caused our friendship to sour?
It seemed to me.
~GAMEOVER~

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

5:00 AM
HELLLLOOOOO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE.
school's ending.
not sure to be happy or sad.
happy for long freedom.
sad for leaving friends.
haix...
having some problems lately.
with someone.
at first i wasn't sure.
till it was made damn obvious.
ugh...
supeeeeeerrrrr angry.
+pissed.
haix....
so sad i dont want to post anything else.
paiseh arhs.


(to *friend* )hey, are we still friends?

(TO THE PERSON WHO PISSED ME OFF)YOU. YOU.
WHATEVER OKAYYS.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORES.
SHE TOLD ME TO END SCHOOL HAPPILY
I TRIED.
CAUSE SHE SOMEHOW REGARDED ME AS A FRIEND.
BUT HELLL NO.
NO.
BYTHEWAY.
I GOT ALL THE INSULTS I WAS SUPPOSED TO.
THANKS ALOT FOR SAYING THEM OUT LOUD SO THAT EVERYBODY COULD HEAR.
THANKS ALOT.
ESPECIALLY IN THE LIBRARY.
LOUD AND CLEAR.
I COULD NOT EVEN NOT HEAR ANYTHING.
YOUR VOICE WAS SO FREAKIN DAMN LOUD.
YOUR ATTITUDE IS PISSING ME OFF.
SO, GOOD JOB ON DOING THAT.

BYTHEWAY.
SAYING INSULTS IS THE COWARDLY WAY OF HATING SOMEONE.
HATE ME?
SAY IT.
LOSER.

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

11:46 PM
ELLO PEEPO.
IM HAPPY.
YES I AM.
WAAAAAHHHHH!
EXAMS ARE FREAKIN OOOOOOOVVEEEERRR!!
whew.
hahahahahaha.
so im now playing the com and my psp like crazy.??!!!
but i very scared of results.
didnt finish my freakin maths paper.
>.<
dont like...
eheh.
i going ler.
hahas.i dun feel like bloggin right nows.
sorry. psps arhs.
byebye. :3

Is it me, or am i just paranoid.

I want you to know, it dosen't matter.

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Friday, October 2, 2009

5:37 AM









yohohos people!here to blog already.cudnt blog coz exam.lols.
yea.
so me,erica,yidian and zihui went to see the class tee quality we planning to use.
we wanted fbt.
too ex.SWITCH!
okayy.
so we chose a brand which i didnt know the brand was.
lol,the uncle tell they all nvr tell me lors.
so, the estimated cost of the class tee would bee around $$16-$$20.
with the designs and stuff.
uncle gave a kind price.
we hafta select a font.
for the wordings.
post what you vote for on my tagboard.
kind-hearted facebookers please help to upload to fb if you can.
class funds will be activated.
but only $1 subsidization for each person.
sorry.there isnt much we can use.
if can ppl,please bring the money on mon possible.
we will be goin on tues to submit the desgins and money.
$$20 would be fine.
sizes.
erm,jielin or bizhen's size would be XS.
M would be better for sizes like mine and erica's size although S is fittable.
i just wanna wear it longer.
yidian's size would be L.
decide your sizes and tell me or zihui on mon,latest tues b4 dismissal.
or we'll just help you choose depending on your artistic figures.
hahas,for the sake of humour.
posting on tagboard will be accepted too.
printing would take 7-10 days.
will be uploading it with some other random pics.
wont be posting it on fb.
im a lazy boy.
tink im gonna fail my hist.
i only give crappy reasons for my 12m essay quess.
yanqi...
she never do 13m one.
lol.
jiayous mei.
always look on the bright side of life.
if you dk.that's a song lyric.yidian told me.

I had never wanted to say sorry so much in my life.
But.
I'm really sorry.
I'm not going to rush you.
Take your time. :)

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Friday, September 18, 2009

3:08 AM










ellooooo peoples. :3
today is an ordinary day yet extraordinary.strange?hahas.
lols
firstly,e5 won the drama competition amongst cohort.
woohoos!
coz we very random. :p
we act halfway then we suddenly jump up and dance nobody.eek.so random.
during ip delight yesterday she said hi nigel bye nigel.
elated i am.
is my misery going to end?
aft the ip delight we went back to class and practised for drama.last minute.
then krista panicked.unglam.
then we rehearsed the nobody dance.lols.
very fun+funny.
it was then 3.20
supposedly we were late.
turns out we were still early.
so chuan sheng went to the mirror on the secondfloor to rehearse.in front of himself.with that freakin awe jacket.i wannit....
so i took i vid,aint no gonna post it,uh-uh.
but i'll post the rest.
the drama okayy.
at least teacher got laugh.
then we all go back class.
they dunno do what.forgot actually.
when i left,i bid everyone goodbye,hope so.
i bid her last.
said,
bye__.
she seemed to say bye too.
then i walked offf.
todayy.
did a whole lot crap in school.
nvr do hist.
chiong aft sch.kena praised by miss lim.BWAWAGAGA.okay im done.
during pe today she said hi again.
elated i am again.
i hi-ed back.
pe i was like hyper.
play badminton like four years never play liddat.lols.
play like siao.
then i and jinkai play wif stacy and krista.
then a shuttlecock drop on krista's head/
then we laugh like siao.
krista was like,mhehehehehe!
okayy.i go play facbook liaos.posting the pics and vids now.
byebye.


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